I finished my Kim Harrison book, for a few demons more this morning! Her books are very addictive. I am finally done with all the ones I have, so I can start sleeping again at night! I have a tendency to stay up all hours reading. The world she created is totally fascinating, and it is still running through my head. I shouldn't read so fast. I should read a chapter at a time and let it sink in, but I don't and I can't. I am thinking of starting the series over.

I put a few flowers out in pots on my back porch and cleaned it up a bit. I want it to look cozy and it is starting to finally. God I have nothing to say.

We dyed easter eggs and got our easter shopping done the other night. We go all out for the traditional Easter Bunny Easter Festivities. I am even thinking about getting the kids pics taken at walmart for Easter.

When I was a kid, my parents always hid our Easter Baskets on us. But then I met Chantz and they ridiculed me to death about that. The baskets are never hidden in our home, only the eggs. One year me and Chantz woke up to find a few dozen eggs hidden all over our yard! I have believed in the Easter Bunny ever since then. Easter makes me very hungry for ham! yummy!

So what do you guys do for Easter?

Which way do we go?

Do we support the black man? Should we support the woman? Or do we offer support to the Latino?

I have always been a fan of Hillary, but we need to listen to the issues, pay attention to what we already know about the candidates, and then give all our support to Hillary. Just kidding!!!

Hmmm... divided I think the people may be, if we have to many decent choices, especially choices that look appetising to minorities. I think know that there are those out there who will choose solely on race and sex. This is sad.

In better news, the in laws are coming home and husband is on his way to MT. I have the house to meself. Woohoo! I am still doing nothing... alright...

Am I reading my book (Eragon)? Am I studying my faith? Cleaning? Sleeping? Nope, I am blogging! At least I am back to making dolls. I really want to start sewing, but am afraid. Plus, it entails shopping for fabric, and I want silk, patterns, threads, buttons, etc. Who has the time? And I want to wait until I am at least 20 pounds lighter. That's not going to happen if I keep eating candy bars. They are just so yummy... but it is the sugar craving that gets me. It is a physical addiction, and sometimes I don't feel strong enough to just say no!

What do you think I should do:

Read, sleep, study, clean, doll, sew, or blog?

Blocks & Inhibitions: The Devil

You can't continue to rigidly meet others' expectations, fearing their disapproval if you don't.

The card in the Blocks position points to self-undermining tendencies, areas where you could be in denial, where you could get stuck -- unless you examine yourself and make some corrections.

The Devil card in this position represents fear -- specifically the fear of being told that you are bad, unnatural or out of balance. Such fear kills all joy, creativity and progress. That being the case, learn to get off on creating a little disapproval from time to time.

Learn to maintain equanimity no matter how people react toward your energy or ideas. Free yourself up to more fully and authentically explore issues that are unique to you. Be comfortable with the fact that you have passions outside the norm. When you do so, others' responses won't have so much power to diminish your confidence. Tap your authentic self.

Oh my lord, how accurate is that? That is just one card from my free 11 card reading I got from tarot.com. I am impressed. there was another card so far that totally makes sense to me, but I have to take it literally. I had to read it a few times before I got it, but now I am glad it did. It even fits with my question: What is the best approach for dealing with my depression?