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i don't hate you cuz your impatient
i don't hate you cuz your controlling
I hate you cuz you take away my voice.
sometimes i hate myself

Dawn DschaaK

SPRING FEVER

I'VE GOT THE BLUES, CALL IT WHAT YOU WANT
BUT I TELL YA, IT'S SPRING FEVER I GOT.
HAVE NO REST, I HAVE NO PEACE
JUST GOT THIS FEELING...
GOTTA GET OUTTA THIS PLACE.
SCHOOL CAN TIE YOU DOWN
MAKE YOU SLEEP.
BE HAPPY TO KNOW WHERE SPRING GOES.
SUMMER COMES- HELL SHE'S ALMOST HERE
WILL SET YOU FREE, SO DON'T FEAR .
FOR ME IT'S THE END (FOR NOW)
NO MORE SCHOOL FOR AWHILE
FOR YOU, NEXT FALL.
CALL ME LUCKY, CALL ME WHAT YOU WILL,
BUT NOTHING CURES THE THIS FEELING
OF BEING HERE RIGHT NOW.
I'D LIKE TO LEAVE, GO RUN AND PLAY,
BUT PRETTY SOON I'LL HAVE RENT TO PAY.
SO GO ON LIVING, & GO BACK TO SCHOOL
LIVE OFF YOURPARENTS AND ALL WILL BE COOL .

DAWN M. ROTHSTEIN (DSCHAAK)

I WROTE THIS MY SENIOR YEAR IN HIGH SCHOOL.

Austin

My Child,
I love you now.
Today, tomorrow, yesterday, I have loved you.
I loved you first I saw you, knowing you were mine.
I loved you before you were born,
A mere seed in my womb, planted by love.
Watching you, I realized I loved you even then,
As I gazed into your father's eyes.
Eyes filled with longing and desire-
An emptiness long since been quenched.
I burned with a passion so helpless,
I succumbed to the will of his heart.
You are my fire, burning within my soul,
Ignited by his love- I yearn for him.
Yet complete happiness have I not yet found,
So still I search.
But please know now that even as a child,
When the pain of this world was too hard to endure
I loved you and I dreampt of you.
Now love me child as much as I have loved you.
And please, always remember me.
I love you,
Mom

~DMR 9-4-95~
(Dawn M Rothstein Dschaak)

Voices

It is here I express my voice.
It is here that I am.
Voices
Heard in the night
Shifting through the darkness
Can they find the light?
Will our words become?
Or are they destined not to be?
I speak
My words fall like rain
Pouring like my tears
Yet falling from my lips
It is here I express my voice.
It is here that I am.
You will never hear me.

-Dawn Dschaak

1o/30/98

Ok so I wrote this one when I was just a little pissed off. If you can't tell, it is about being able to express myself and be heard on the internet.

Bound to Fly

Though people are all around me,
I am alone.
I won't be scared anymore,
I will live my life.
No one try to hold me down,
I am bound to fly.
No one try to catch me,
I will just fly away-
But let me come to you,
And I will always stay.

Dawn M. Rothstein


I wrote this in the early '90's I do believe, when I was a young teenager. Yes, Dawn M. Rothstein & Dawn Dschaak may be the same body, but definately not always the same person!

Blue Eyes

Blue eyes born into the morning
Loneliness seemed to follow me
Different blues crept away into the night
And his chill seemed to linger inside me...
Blue eyes never shone in the bright sun
Someone always sheilded me,
Dragged me behind in their shadows...
Untill now & I lead myself away
Blue eyes wake up to the dawn
Untill now & I lead myself away...
Untill now & I lead myself away...

-Dawn M. Rothstein (Dschaak)

July 8,1994
aka: "on my own"

August and September

When the colors fade
Let the rainbow rain,
Keep the love alive.
We'll say "I do", Baby
We'll even have a child or two.
But I don't wanna get used to you.
(don't fade on me)
I want us to always be new.
(don't fade on me)
Your face is my sunrise
My heart beats in your eyes.
(don't fade on me)
When love was new
All our skies were blue.
But lately we've been grey.
Once we grow old
Will our life become cold?
I've often heard
Love starts to blur.
When time crosses our path
Will our passion still burn?
Through hope and tears, pride and fears,
Don't fade on me,
I'll always love you.
Through August and September always remember
Don't fade on me (Don't fade on me)
(Don't fade on me) Don't fade.
I don't wanna get used to you.

Dawn Dschaak
August 1997