Another Quiz, blame Ann!

You Passed 8th Grade Science

Congratulations, you got 7/8 correct!

Could You Pass 8th Grade Science?

What I have been up to

I haven't been blogging as much. I have found a new hobby and I really like it. My daughter likes it, too.

When you think of pixel art, you probably think (A)What the heck is that? or (B) Eww, country stuff. Well, you are wrong, in this case. I am talking about dolls. I found a bunch of doll "bases", ie, naked, bald "dolls" that I downloaded. I gave them some hair and clothes and yay! I made a doll. Pixel art just refers to how it is done. It is not a simple process- it is very time consuming.

That is why I ask you, yeah right, am ordering you to not steal any of the dolls I post here, ok? Again, I decorated it, I did not make the doll itself! I am linking back to the site where I borrowed the base. Please, if you want one, go there and follow her rules. Thanks!

I made the background some time ago from a tutorial at PSP Users Group and was inspired by Amy Brown for her hair. This was a lot of fun and I will be posting more soon. This is actually the second doll I made. Expect my first doll soon!

New corpse!

:: never fall together/love you sweetly/oh well/humpty's hunger ::

Quiz!

Today

The weather is beautiful today. I went to town in a tee shirt and left bruce in his jammies. As I was driving down "main" (merrill ave), I noticed the sign at the bank, one of those that gives useful things like time and weather. It's a whopping 49 degrees out today.

Absolutely beautiful. Gotta love living in Montana!

None of this

none of this is mine
none of this is me
in a moment, in a flash
you will take it from me;
you will leave.
none of this is mine,
you have made that clear to me
and yet I am here,
living once again (as) a stranger
once again unwanted, a burden, a thing.
none of this is mine
do you even love me?

Dawn Dschaak
written by me on 1/21/06
Thanks Katy, for reminding me to be me.

Tagged

Four Jobs You've Had In Your Life
1) Maid (hotels)
2) Waitress (too many to count)
3) Answered phones at an inbound call center
4) Patient Care Aide at the hospital

Four Movies You Could Watch Over And Over
1) Pirates of the Carribean
2) Star Wars Series
3) Princess Bride
4) matrix series

Four Places You've Lived
1) Upstate New York
2) Sidney & Glendive, Montana (current location)
3) Dickinson & Bismark, North Dakota
4) Laramie, Wyoming

Four TV Shows You Love To Watch
1) Stargate SG1
2) Gilmore Girls
3) CSI (Las Vegas, Baby!)
4) Smallville

Four Places You've Been On Vacation
1) Fort Peck Lake, Fort Peck Montana
2) Upstate New York
3) Too big a loser to really go on vacation
4)

Four Blogs You Visit Daily
1) Ornamental Illness
2) My Gobhole
3) Fred's World (weekly)
4) I'd rather be a kitty
5) Sentenced to Write
6) Chapterhouse, etc....

Four Of Your Favorite Foods
1) Seafood
2) Pizza
3) Chocolate
4) Ribeye

Four Places You'd Rather Be
1) In a home that I own
2) right here
3) right here
4) right here- maybe that's my problem.

Four (Albums) Authors You Can't Live Without
(Ok I'm cheating here.)
1) Terry Brooks
2) David and Leigh Eddings
3) Ann McCaffrey
4) Elizabeth Moon

Four Vehicles You've Owned
1) Chevy Cavalier (current)
2) Dodge Dakota (current)
3) Ford Ranger
4) Nissan Pickup (I didn't actually own this, my husband did)

People to tag: all of you who haven't done this one yet.

Updated: I forgot to put where I lived, oops. It's fixed now.

Grrrowl!

Ok, this just pissed me off. This genius read the forth book in a series, without ever having read the first three, and had the audacity to say that it was silly, simple and a disappointment. Well no shit, Sherlock! You cannot start at the end of a series and expect to know what is going on! I haven't read this book, but have read the first three; they are awesome, just like everything else she has ever written.

What a moron! Lord, just when I thought people couldn't get any dumber. At least now I know what book to get on interlibrary loan next week!

Oh and look, it was posted on my last birthday. Add insult to injury why don't you! (Yes, that was sarcasm, not narcissism.)

My irony

The other morning, flipping channels, I stopped at MTV and VH1- both were playing sappy music; the kind of music that I hate. The kind of music you expected VH1 to play back in the very early 90's- before it became "cool", I mean a clone of MTV. You know, that slow, whiney, male-singing disjointed crap that is so popular these days. I thought I would vomet. Once again I thought "how can this crap be so damn popular? I hated shit like this when I was a teenager; why the hell are they buying this crap? Damn bunch of pansies anyway..." All this passed through my mind in four flips, until I got to The View, which I never watch. And there she was, a little, blonde slice of heaven, singing an accoustic version of "Time After Time". Thank you Cindi Lauper, for brightening up my day. I don't know what kids are thinking these days, I swear.

*sigh*

I said I would

And now I am. Updating that is. I finally broke down, bundled up Bruce and took him and Tessa to the store to get baby Tylenol and baby Advil. I was hoping he could fall asleep so the kids could watch him. I didn't want to take him out in this weather. His fever didn't go down, I ran out of ibuprofen and decided to go. It was only 100.9 (armpit) but still I worry. That and he was screaming! This adorable boy who hardly cries was screeching and screaming and I rocked him and talked to him and he still continued. He calmed down in the truck and at the store. I think he liked being someplace different. Already I can see how rational he is and that he understands me. Austin would have kept screaming and kept screaming and on and on... Now he is feeling much better and I have laid him down to sleep.

The template is by Veronica and it features artwork by Jessica Galbreth. Many of Veronica's linkware templates feature artwork by others; this is why they are free. In agreement with the artists, she doesn't make money off their work. She even customized the title and the main menu buttons for me. She included a blank one and I make the titles for the rest. Her shareware templates are her own creations and are great, too. But I love this one. I think fairies are great. I love Amy Brown's work so much that my husband even knows who she is and can recognize her work (and call me up from a mall in Casper and tease me relentlessly about the store with all her figurines!) So head on over there for some nice graphics, if you are interested!

Speaking of Chantz, he is in a hotel in Texas tonight waiting for the tools to be built. This part is frustrating. These tools are in such high demand by the oil field that you may not get the tools being built for you to deliver! Some guy at some other rig with more clout can come and "steal" your tools. Then you have to wait longer. When this happens though, they try to get them done even faster. For those of you who don't know what I am talking about I will explain. He delivers tools for "directional" drilling. They look like long pipes, but there are motors in them and high tech electronic equipment and computers that monitor stuff. They are slightly angled at the bottom, hence "directional". Many wells can be drilled from just one hole. This saves time and money. These motors run for hours on end and eventually break down. These are called dirties. The "hotshot" driver picks them up and takes them to the place to be repaired. This could be in many places. His parents usually go to Texas and back, but this month has been very busy for them (drilling companies have a deadline to meet!) so he has gotten to go to Texas twice. Of course, once fixed, they then need to be delivered to the rigs- which are in the damnedest places sometimes. Just that alone can occupy Chantz for a whole day! He drives a F450 with a forty foot trailer. I have gone along and sometimes it is fun, others it is boring. No long trips; my doctor won't allow it. I haven't spoke to Chantz since this morning; I figure he needs his sleep. He had another driver, but sleeping in a truck is not the same as sleeping in a bed!

I am supposed to be doing the checkbook, but I left it upstairs and I am lazy. Tomorrow, taxes. At the accountant silly! No way am I doing it. It is worth the $80 to make sure it is done right! If Alice's accountant is more than H&R Block, I will do it through them online (with a real person). I live in a teeny town now with no H&R Block! I will bore you no longer.

Damn blogger! Made me say "NO!" and Bruce hollered! Go back to sleep, go back to sleep... please.

New Design

It is by Folkvangar.com.ar.

I will update more later. Baby is sick.

Chantz is home

and goddamn it he is snoring! Argh. And to top it off, cheapass's bed is way too small. He never said a queen was to expensive, he told me we didn't need one, our queen was too big, a full was just fine. I didn't argue much; he seemed set. But with me pregnant, and I am only going to get much, much bigger, and the fact that we are both bigger than we were 10 years ago, a full is no longer possible!

Yeah, cheapass tells me tonight when I am whining to get a job and get one, they're too expensive. What? It's at the most $100 more. Ooo, it'll take a whole extra 2 months to pay off. Big deal! I am calling Koch's tomorrow to see if they have an exchange or return policy. Plus we tend to roll to the middle. Our old crappy queen didn't even roll! I am never letting him pick out a bed again. He went with his mom to get Sherry a new bed and he decided we should get the same one. So I went and only tried out that one. I should know better by now. Don't let Chantz make decisions. Maybe we'll get lucky and they will have a queen in stock. But I will wait. This is something we have to live with for years.

**Update**

I finally went to bed at 3 something this morning. I just wasn't tired. I usually sleep near the wall and last night before I got up I was squished between Chantz and the wall. When I came back to bed he was in my spot, so I slept on the outside- and had plenty of room to sprawl out! He was just hogging me before! I really don't like to be snuggled, I am the snuggler and he was bugging me. So, he gets the wall, I get the outside, and the bed is just fine! I am glad that is settled.

I've been Tagged

by Susie. How evil of her. Here it is:

2x2 list:
2 names you go by: Dawn, mom
2 parts of your heritage: redneck and hick
2 things that scare you: rats and more rats
2 of your everyday essentials: water and chocolate
2 things you are wearing right now: purple and white polka dot socks and a nursing nightgown I stole from the hospital when Bruce was born. It is pink.
2 things you want in a relationship: my own way and attention
2 truths: life sucks, babies are cute
2 of your favorite hobbies: reading and digital art
2 things you want really badly: new curtains and some cool nicknacks (these adorable ethnic elephants form target)
2 places you want to go on vacation: florida and texas
2 things you want to do before you die: win the lottery and see austin succeed
2 ways that you are stereotypically a chick: dragonflies and lavender (the color)
2 things you are thinking about now: i need to go to bed and do I really have to do this?
2 stores you shop at: albertsons and kmart (small town, people)
2 weird habits: picking at my head (oh my god, I do this too Susie!) and popping my back
2 favorite items in the house: my new washer and dryer and the computer
2 stores I wish we had: target and hot topic
2 things that make me cry: rejection and thinking of my father
2 things I wish I could do different: nothing, I dont want to change the past
2 things I do very badly: clean the house and kiss 9it can get gross, sorry)
2 hidden talents: I had better not say
2 other email names: cloud_eyora and blewberry
2 difficult paths I took: challenging my childhood religion and rejecting it and becoming a real person
2 people to tag: Fred and FredCQ (and I suppose I will let you two change "chick" to guy, although leaving it would be interesting!)

Oh and guys, you have to add one of your own at the end. Sorry I forgot to add that.

Where the hell is everybody lately?

Many of my favorite bloggers are not blogging. As I am writing this Bruce has gotten himself covered in water, Austin is hyped up and Bruce is driving me nuts. Its 10:30 for christ's sake and I am going to shoot someone soon. Probably myself. Late Friday nights for the kids? Never ever again.

Anyway, now that Austin is upstairs and Bruce is in his crib, still loud but not all over me, I can get on with my point. No one seems to be blogging as much as they did in 05. Is everyone still recuperating from the holidays? Does everyone have a life but me? Maybe its because Chantz is away and I am so very bored without him. We play scrabble deluxe or the farming game or something at night and I miss it. Or he gets on the computer and I watch TV or read a book. But he is gone and the PC is all mine and I post everyday and I comment everyday. Maybe I just need help. He said he should be leaving tomorrow, and would be home Monday maybe. Dumbass Mike, his younger uncle and partner in crime (Everquest), told me he'd call back on Sunday. Sunday? WTF? Its a 36 hour drive. That doesn't count sleeping and stops. There is no way he could be home by Sunday. I just said goodby and hung up- Stargate Atlantis was on and I was trying to watch, so I didn't catch it right away. And when Chantz first left for Texas, Mike thought he would be back by Wednesday- not in TX by Wed, but home.

?

36 hour drive, stops and sleeping, dropping off the load, getting a new load, changing the oil (which they do every trip) and coming back- it would take at least a week- not 3 days! And I told him that. What a moron. And this guy is a nurse? Lets just hope he never reads this. I highly doubt he does anything on the computer that doesn't have to do with Everquest.

I am pissed at him because he is selfish. He plans on calling Chantz as soon as he comes home- to play EQ with him- nevermind he might be exhausted, nevermind he will have to deliver the shit he just brought back the next day- nevermind that after a week away from home he might want to spend time with his family!!!! Chantz doesn't like to hurt people's feelings or tell them no. He is a wussy when it comes to this. He doesn't want to be rude. Instead he will not answer the phone. And sometimes I think he plays just cuz he doesn't want to say no. I have even told Mike when I answered the phone that he can't play because we have plans, he tells me oh no I don't want to play I just need to ask him something, then the fudger gets him to play for an hour! Chantz says , oh he just needs me for a little while. Damn jerk. This guy has a family- 2 kids same age as mine and a wife- he isn't allowed, yes I said it, to play when she is awake (nurse, sleeps days sometimes). And he has the audacity to bully me just cuz my husband ain't @*#sy whipped? I am very tempted to call Misty and bitch to her about it. She can make his life hell. Therefore I can make his life hell. I am just not as mean in real life as I would like to be, so I won't. After the new baby is born, though, all bets are off! He has no respect for our family, I swear! (A younger uncle means he is a year younger than Chantz. Yup- the spoiled youngest son of C's grandfather.)

Chantz likes this game, he doesn't like it as much as Mike. He is getting better and will play games and stuff with me and the kids for a few days and then play with Mike for a few days, rather than all the time. It could be worse, I know. He could be running off to the bar every night. He's just not that kind of guy. He is also avoiding the kids- but this I understand. They get out of hand or are rude, pestering or out and out annoying. (Remember PDD NOS) He avoids them so as not to yell at them. They think I am the mean one and maybe I am. But I can only take so much bullying- then I lose it. I don't realize I am being bullied at first, and give in to get them off of me. Finally it gets to be too much. When I calm down I explain to them that they don't have to bully me- they can at least ask first! Instead they come in both barrels blazing and on the offensive. I explain it and it doesn't sink in. They keep doing the same wrong things over and over...

Thank god Austin goes back to public school on Monday. Those will be the most blessed two hours of my day.

I love my kids, I have just had a hard night, am pregnant, and have a damn panic disorder. And depression. Can't forget the depression. Wellbutrin does what it can, but it isn't a miracle pill. I still have a threshold. Bitching here just makes me feel better. Remember, too, that this is a personal diary and I like to write like when I had no readers. Comment by all means, I am just explaining that sometimes this is my outlet. My only outlet. And now I feel so much better.

Wow, did I get way off topic. Not the direction I intended on going, but that happens when I write. It's a good thing. In creative writing class we got a little booklet- it said that we have the right to write the worst crap we can- just so long as we write. I like that.

More quizzes

This doesn't surprise me one bit.

You Should Get a PhD in Liberal Arts (like political science, literature, or philosophy)

You're a great thinker and a true philosopher. You'd make a talented professor or writer.

What Advanced Degree Should You Get?

This one doesn't surprose me either; I've been dying my hair red for the last 8 months.

Your Hair Should Be Red

Passionate, fiery, and sassy. You're a total smart aleck who's got the biggest personality around.

What's Your Funky Inner Hair Color?

I wasn't expecting this one! Wow, I'm spicy. It must go with my red hair.

You Are Thai Food

Trendy yet complex. People seek you out - though they're not sure why.

What Kind of Food Are You?

Ok Ok enough already! I just can't stop. This is so me!

You Are 60% Boyish and 40% Girlish

You are pretty evenly split down the middle - a total eunuch. Okay, kidding about the eunuch part. But you do get along with both sexes. You reject traditional gender roles. However, you don't actively fight them. You're just you. You don't try to be what people expect you to be.

How Boyish or Girlish Are You?

Ok, you decide. Is this me?

Your Blog Should Be Purple

You're an expressive, offbeat blogger who tends to write about anything and everything. You tend to set blogging trends, and you're the most likely to write your own meme or survey. You are a bit distant though. Your blog is all about you - not what anyone else has to say.

What Color Should Your Blog or Journal Be?

I don't even have to ask. I know this is me. These tests are just too wierd (as in correct) and I think I may stop now. Maybe. ;D

Your Blogging Type is Unique and Avant Garde

You're a bit ... unusual. And so is your blog. You're impulsive, and you'll often post the first thing that pops in your head. Completely uncensored, you blog tends to shock... even though that's not your intent. You tend to change your blog often, experimenting with new designs and content.

What's Your Blogging Personality?

G@#Damnit! One more. Last one I promise! For today anyway.

How You Are In Love

You fall in love quickly and easily. And very often. In relationships, you tend to be a bit selfish. You need your space and privacy. You don't like to be smothered. You love your partner unconditionally and don't try to make them change. You stay in love for a long time, even if you aren't loved back. When you fall, you fall hard.

How Are You In Love?

New corpse!

Come see it here. I made panel one, Silver Springs. I have had this song in my noggin for weeks now. I'm even going to put the cd back in my truck so I can listen to it on the way to yoga this morning. And that is working out very well. It is relaxing yet invigorating. I like it.

The new bed arrives tomorrow and I need to get the house ready. I am so excited!

Notice in the corpse how my panel leads into an ocean wave over the words "Don't say that she's pretty". Panel 3 takes these words and transforms itliterally with an ugly woman (the other woman) next to what looks like stationery. That stationery becomes a grid and a brick wall, hands up defensively. Isn't that what we do in relationships?

A little bad luck

Chantz is stuck in Texas until Saturday! And when I say stuck, I mean with his parents, in a hotel getting to go sightseeing and maybe even the beach! You see, the "newer" truck they just bought from Holas, aka Glendive Auto Sales, blew up. Imagine that. Hmmm, just like the last truck they bought from Holas. I am really not surprised about this; it was running poorly on our trip to Casper. Now I really wish we could have gone with him, but no, my doctor doesn't want me taking long trips. Alice got pulled over by the DOT and her log books weren't correct or something and they had to stay over for 10 hours- so Chantz caught up with them and about 100 miles out of Conroe, the truck's motor blew up. It won't be ready till Saturday and then he can come home. Darn this means I get our new bed all to myself this weekend.

I hope he gets a sunburn.

;D

Blog Explosion

...is addictive! Damn you Fred CQ! It's your fault, you introduced me to it. I blame you.

So there.

;D

Photos- click on them to see larger versions ;D

Here he is Christmas morning, almost 12 months old, wearing his suit. See that red hair on top of blond? Well it is all gone. I took the clippers to it! Not only is it short, but I cut off all his curls and all the red. Now he is just blond. He looks very different. Still adorable though!



This is his usual comfort position. Hand at ear, thumb in mouth.



This is Bruce in June, wrapped up in Tessa's birthday wrapping paper. Isn't he cute?



Here Tessa is giving Bruce a ride around the kitchen in my brownie pan.



Tessa on Christmas showing off her new vest.



This is my girl, the drama qween. Isn't her hair adorable here? I have got to take this and similar photos in to the hairdresser next time we get her hair done. If it gets too long, it gets snarly. Doesn't she look like a little model? This was taken at our old apartment in Laramie WY.



Awww, Santa brought them fluffy pillows!



Look at that goofy face. Thank god he doesn't do that anymore. It lasted jsut a short while. Austin started it first and man did we want to get him for it, too! It is aweful. That is Chantz's arm holding Bruce. This was taken at Elitch Gardens Six Flags in Denver. That was fun! It is a water park, and not just the water part either! Almost all of the rides soaked us from head to foot. Chantz's friend Allen cut school that day to come along with us. It was very last minute. We like to be impulsive. Oh, and never listen to your husband when he tells everyone to wear sneakers (tennis shoes as he calls them) at a WATER PARK!



Wow, doesn't he look very serious here? This was also taken at the
apartment in Laramie, WY.



I saw this sweater at K-mart and had to get it! Bruce has the same exact sweater! I got them booth at Big K. See, doesn't he look happy? That is the first time he has ever been excited over clothing! He really wanted to match with Bruce!

A little of everything

Wow, I have realized there's much to blog about that I have forgotten to mention! So now I will fill you all in. Bruce is walking. In December he started baby steps, 3 steps, fall down. Then it was 5. Then just after Christmas it was 7. Now he can go clear across a room and change directions. I think he prefers walking to crawling. You should see him try to carry stuff while he walks! It is so funny! He has three teeth on top and two on bottom. The last front top tooth is almost in but not quite. Bruce is very active and gets bumps and scrapes. He is very daring and helpful. He likes to play "crawl somewhere naughty so mommy will chase me." He giggles when I gets I way and I capture him. He says thank you when we give him something and when he gives things to other people or even Rocksy. Cracker was his first word, after mommommom an dadada. Uh-oh, all gone/ all done, too. He has understood these two phrases for a while, because when his food is gone I show him it is gone and say "all gone". And he quits fussing because it is all gone. If I think he is done but its not gone, I say all done, and he accepts that too. Sometimes we fib when we are eating and he wants our food. Then I go and get him his own. He loves big people food and baby food. He knows table is for food, and if Tessa is doing homework or if we are playing a game, we have to show him that we are not eating. Cooking is a problem, too, because he knows food comes from the stove but doesn't understand he has to wait, that it takes a while, so he gets whiny and in the way because he wants something to eat. I try to get the kids to play with him and shut the gate, but the kids let him come back to the gate and shakes it (he gets mad when he is locked out of an area that other people are in)- I hate this. So I may grab a jar of baby food and have Chantz feed him, or Tessa. Feeding Bruce grosses Austin out because it pops back out!

We won the lottery on Christmas Eve. What? And your still blogging? Yes, it was only a $100, silly! But ain't that cool? We didn't even check it right away. Oh! I have another one in my wallet I bought on Wednesday. I should get it. Wouldn't it suck to be the big powerball winner and just sit on it? We used it to put a down payment on our new bed we ordered from Koch's (pillowtop, no flipping... absolutely wonderful and will arrive on the 13th).

Damn I have 10 minutes left and I have to get Tessa up. Better hurry. Today is Bruce's first birthday and we are going to have cupcakes! Ma never called me back to tell me if she could come and I forgot to call her. She doesn't get off work till four, so I may have to call Bill and see if she decided yesterday. I told him it wasn't a big deal and understood id they couldn't make it; they live an hour away. (Which by Montana standards isn't very far-50mi, but it is still a pain to travel, you know?) Tonight Stargate SG1 and Atlantis come back on as well as the new Battlestar Gallatica. On SCI FI. I like these shows. I watch these three on Fridays and Gilmore Girls on Tuesdays. Otherwise its usually just HGTV, lol! Maybe Alias reruns if I am home at 2pm and remember.

Austin starts public school after the 16th, which is end of second semester. He will go from 9:30 to 1:30 to start, with science and English in the classroom and math and reading in the resource room, for now. Our goal is all day by the end of the year. Next year fifth grade is in the middle school so I want him to be prepared. Damn, 3 minutes. I have to go now. See ya later!

Bad day

I was pretty tired and out of it today and didn't feel so well. I didn't want to go anywhere, but Alice needed my truck so I ran some errands on the way to her house. Or that's what was supposed to happen. As I was leaving I noticed that Rocksy hadn't eaten anything since yesterday I was worried. Turns out she was just being finicky, but I didn't know that yet. I passed the courthouse where I was to pick up my license plates; my sticker is expired. So I went on to Alice's figuring we could get them when she took me home. Except that I forgot my checkbook, the check I wanted to cash and to pay my bill at Koch's (for the new bed we ordered!! It's a pillowtop and will be here on the 13th...) and get insurance for the pickup I was driving at State Farm. So we went to my house and picked up the checkbook, found out Rocksy finally ate and we went on our merry way. So on the to the courthouse to get new plates, guess who got pulled over by the Sheriff? (Deputy or whatever, it wasn't the city police!) Me! He called the treasurers office and found out that, yes, my plates are there (my title was mailed on the 15th, it finally arrived!) and so I only get a warning. But I was driving without any insurance. So I had to leave Alice and Bruce in my pickup, hitch a ride with the officer to state farm and get me some insurance. Which I did. Got a ride back and proceeded on our merry way again, getting everything done this time, including getting my plates! If only I had my checks with me. I'd had the cash and check card, but they charge extra for using it. Then I found out from Chantz that I am probably getting a $250 fine for my citation of driving w/o insurance to buy insurance. I should have taken the damn fee.

6:30 and I get a call from State Farm, which closed at 5. Turns out they can't cover me until the 16th, when their new rules come into effect. My insurance is void, please bring back your temporary card and get your check back.

I am having a bad day.

My baby

is humming and it is adorable. He hums himself to sleep! And sucks his thumb while holding his right ear. He used to snuggle a blanket, but now he rubs his ear. Awww... he's sleeping now.

Dream- I'll take your man

First this gay couple wakes in bed and talk for a while. I don't remember much but it seems important. I am with Chantz and this older woman who isn't very good looking. Austin and Tessa aren't in this dream but Bruce is. This lady doesn't realize I am married to Chantz or that I am Bruce's mother. She thinks I am a housekeeper, although he points out I don't do a very good job (really, I don't). Chantz doesn't feel so well and has to go out of town, but this lady wants him to leave early with her and to take Bruce with. I ask if he thinks that is such a good idea. By asking in that manner I don't make it clear I am the mom. Bruce is laying on the floor by the lady. I don't want to protest too much so I can get out of there. I pick up the baby and go upstairs, to the main floor from the basement. I start packing Bruce's diaper bag, planning to get the hell out of there with the baby before they can take them. I don't think Chantz has cheated, but this lady creeps me out and Chantz is sick. I end up going somewhere with Chantz and the baby, it is winter time and I go out and there is a man I need to help into this car...

(see Dream- second coming)