What is the politically correct term for black people in England?
Why do I get so overwhelmed?
Why is Bruce too much all the time?
Why am I such a spaz?
Why am I not as good a mommy as I was a year ago?
Why is my porch such a disaster?
Why do I get stuck doing shit I don't want to do?
Why do I feel guilty when I do something for myself?
Why are babies so cute?
Why do baby girls lift their dresses over there heads?
Why is peek-a-boo so fascinating for babies?
Why can't I screw in a screw into the wall with out stripping it out?
I hate not being able to finish something I start.
So if I don't think I can, i won't try.
The bookcase in my room is disastrous.
There is an overwhelming amount of laundry to do, the floor needs to be mopped, there is barbeque sauce on the wall by the table, and toys everywhere.
It takes forever just to sweep this floor, and even longer to get it in shape to be mopped.
Tomorrow it will looks just as gross anyway so why bother?
I hate disappointing Chantz.
I spend money I don't have when I am stressed out.
I want him home!
I am tired of these trips to Montana.
They were supposed to get a new driver. That was the plan.
They don't care. No one fucking cares.
Why don't people understand simple English?
Why is the following concept so difficult for them to understand?
Why don't they care about me?
Why don't I matter?
I still can't do this by myself!!!
10 comments:
Alone... know what you mean.
Oh, sweetie... even your musings are special, like you.
I think many of can relate, or had times where we felt like that. In a real "whats the point" kind of mood.
I think on the days when we can barely get our acts together that we should focus on our kids. The housework, bookcase, all that can wait. But kids grow up before we know it. It passes so quickly.
Hang in there, and know that we all have rough patches. We all have to find good people to talk to, laugh with. Sometimes its just hard.
I can always tell when you're down, you don't visit other blogs. or at least I haven't seen you around. Why can't the world be less cruel? why cant life have more unexpected pleasant surprises? why do we have to trudge along, barely holding our heads above water?
Z- yes its hard {{{hugs}}}
candy- thanks :D
lynn- yes, sometimes I just get down. I was out of my meds, and that doesn't help. got them now, and the big guy is home, so its easier.
bulldozer- yes, that is pretty much it! I like your questions. I feel that way too, sometimes!
You've been NAB'D!
Some answers:
Why are babies so cute?
This has been scientifically proven. It's because things that are cute are less likely to be attacked. All mammal babies are cute, it's a defense mechanism. Ugly babies (of any species) are less likely to get (positive) attention and more likely to be neglected, therefore at a higher risk.
Why do baby girls lift their dresses over there heads?
I *think* it's because of the breeze... and it lingers into adulthood. Not lifting it up over your head, but flapping it about your legs. Come on, you know you do it, too :)
Why is peek-a-boo so fascinating for babies?
Because faces are so fascinating, and when a face comes out from behind hands, it has changed from how it was before it was hidden. Different expressions and whatnot.
Why don't I matter?
You do, love. You matter very much. I know it sometimes feels like you don't, but the truth is that you matter more than you could possibly realize to the people who probably tell you least of all.
I know, it doesn't (shouldn't) matter what _I_ say, but sometimes we all need to be reminded of that.
peek a boo is fascinating because when babies cant see you, they assume you cant see them...
and baby girls lift their dresses bc its something to play with.. boys would do it too if they had dresses
Learn to do more for yourself and love yourself.
Don't worry about everyone or everything else. It will drive you crazy and then you will have to take lithium.
see? you got thru this..
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