October 05, 2007

too much

An email from Candy: "What's going on with you - are you okay? I worry when I don't hear from you."

My reply:
i am so-so
less crazy, still confused
paranoia is gone (didn't know i had it before)
still overwhelmed. still spending too much money. still stressed and frustrated. still not sleeping at night.
been reading or watching tv.
BUT i am trying to get stuff done. try to get austin into mental health, no answer, left message, no call back. try to get kids to doctor, phone busy.
am skipping tessa's piano lessons today. its too much.
girl scouts 2x/month, science club and piano lessons???
the lesson is at 4:30. rush hour traffic!? schools letting out!? missing dinner time every friday!? its too much
i am getting dinner ready right now, we are going to eat, and watch a movie i bought and stay the fuck home
c is on his way home
THANK GOD.
i am a tad tired and run down, brandy still has a cold. class is going well. i have a 99%

6 comments:

Candace said...

You have lots to deal with, dear one.

What movie did you get?

(I think the last line of your post was left off, btw)

ZoeyBella said...

I'm sending you good wishes and big smiles. Hope everything goes the way you want it to!

ZoeyBella said...

...and it's leather pants season again!!

Anonymous said...

all this crap going on and you have a nearly perfect grade...well there you go!

Deech said...

Hugs to you! Thanks for keeping me up to speed. Keep the faith!

Flyinfox_SATX

Margaret said...

It's tough, but know you're not alone. Being Mom, wife and everything in between can pull you in all sorts of directions.

From what I know of you thus far, you're amazing. For all that you do, which is way more than I at this moment. I see a gal with incredible strength that keeps going.

That's pretty cool. =O)