April 25, 2015

Meltdown in Walmart

I lost my shit in walmart and coated myself in hated and self loathing and then dumped it all on my poor David.  I'm fat. I gained weight. Their clothes don't fit! (FYI, they never do, but I'm having a meltdown here! Don't reason with me!) I'm a worthless piece of shit human. Srsly, I sabotage my diet and health because I've obvs got some under lying issues that I need deal with.
David is going to help me. I waked almost 5 miles today,  worked out and ate 20 grams of fiber! Something's gotta "give" if you get my drift! I took my stool softener, too.
We just we on a cock roach killing spree in the kitchen. They were in the cat's food! 
I'm tired. And sun burnt. And we went to the Kidz Fest today.

3 comments:

yellowdoggranny said...

shake it off ..you'll be fine..just keep your eyes on the prize...love you..

Unknown said...

its funny. When my episode passed I was a smidge embarrassed. But in the moment I didn't give a shit! *breathes* I got this!

Unknown said...

its funny. When my episode passed I was a smidge embarrassed. But in the moment I didn't give a shit! *breathes* I got this!